I'm trying....

It's hard to erase this feeling

the hate

the love

but believe me i'm trying

it's easy enough to just lie to you

ignore the truth

and turn the other face

but do please believe me

i'm trying

your mere presence around me

sends nausea straight to my heart

throws a sucker punch to my guts

how i hate you right now

for making me feel the way i do

how i need you more than ever

to chase this evil feeling away

though i'm trying
but i can't help it...

i hate you!!!!!!!!!