Complicated

At times he's a friend who's there for you
At times he's just someone you know who doesn't care about your issues
At times he's a kid that needs your attention
At times he's this wise guy sharing wise words with you
At times he makes you feel, you're nothing more than a friend to him
But at times he makes you feel special and appreciated
You're not that close to know everything about each other
Yet you're close enough that he tells secrets he keeps from others

He makes you laugh, he makes you cry
He makes you wanna run and hide
He makes you wanna be far away
He makes you wanna come close and stay

How do you make him understand and see how you feel
Yet not to talk about it and just keep things real
How do you tell him to stay away without losing him
How do you be with him yet keep your pride
He makes your heart beats faster
He makes you hate your stupid beating heart.