Tewas

Kemana kita sekarang?

Dalam kekurangan 

aku tak mampu teruskan,

Berapa lama lagi

harus aku paksa diri. 

Malam turut menangis

Memuntahkan segala isi 

tanpa hiraukan kata-kata.

Jadi aku beri kau peluang,

Pergilah, menangislah kau hati. 

Buang apa yang mahu,

Supaya kau kembali satu

Dengarkan bisikan dari angin

Dan marilah kita pulang. 

Friend

These five days feels like forever to me
Never once was she out of my head
I want to talk to her but my heart ache still
I should be there for her,
But now I'm keeping her waiting.
She's always around, always found.
At times in need,
As a shadow, an alter ego.
She's my soulmate, very intimate
Pleasingly familiar,
My confidante, my companion.
So what does that make me?
Do I deserve her?
Will she forgive me?
How do I start?

Coming Times

It is never set in stone,
Yet it comes hard and solid.

Eerie, creeping to my bones,
Frozen by its knowledge.
Never has it looked so bleak,
Never have I felt so weak,
It has always been a blur to me yet...
This is the first time I'm scared to even see. 

ASA

Yang datang menyentuh rasa
Hanya bayangan indah manusia
Yang katanya kekal dijiwa
Kan tetap pergi selamanya
Pudar membuai leka
Hingga menghanyut nyawa
Usaikan masa duka
Menanti sinar tiba
Runtun jiwa berdua
Dalam kelam takdirnya
Kerana raga
Hancur redup kata
Hilangnya sukma
Berakhir kisah kita
Asa menyisih lenyap dari mata
Meragut hayat yang cuma seketika
Lemah terbiar tanpa cinta
Tercela mimpi kita
Kaku menghitung harap
Yang tiada nyata
Musnahlah segala rasa
Impian kita
Dan terbakar dunia megah
Lelah dengan rasa
Yang terjerat dendam
Runtuh jejak asa

Enough

Is it my heart
that refuses to learn?
Or is it my head
that is too stubborn?
For a while now,
I taught myself to understand you.
Accepting the flaws,
because that's what friends do.
Everytime,
I allow my observation of you
to take up my time,
Even though others keep on
reminding me,
blind acceptance is not fine.
Time and time again,
I talked my heart into forgiving you.
Ignoring the things you do.
Could it be that my heart
has just had enough?
So, I'm gonna stop.
Stop thinking of everyone else
And start living for myself.

All for One, One for All

I've been losing my sleep
these past few days.
Because of those vision we call dreams.
I saw us having the time of our life.
Together we laughed and sing,
no worries to stop us running free.
A sight so beautiful, so magical
that it overwhelmed me.
I pray that this last forever.
When suddenly, we're saying goodbyes
through apologies and sad smile.
It broke my heart when I realize,
that this was the last time.
I struggled to wake from this dream
that's slowly turning into a curse.
It was just a dream
yet the pain was surreal.
I'm on my knees, begging.
Please don't leave.
I'm not ready to lose any of you.
Forgive me, forgive my actions.
Let these moment remains
so we can still call ourselves
"Masketeers"

Happy Ever After

Take a closer look
at these three words
They are signs of contentment.
See it in close proximity
and you'll feel the pleasure
these three words bring you.
Separate these three apart,
they're nothing but mere words.
Bind them all together,
and they'll be the answer
to your prayers.
But remember my dear one,
Bear this in your mind
Seal this in your heart.
These wickedly jovial three words
Exist ONLY in fairy tales.