Sunday, November 8, 2026

Expiration Date

It's true
Everything comes with an expiration date
Food
Skincare
Humans
Even without a date things broke
Hopes
Expectations
Promises
Trust
How one that promised forever just left
Confirming that hope was just 
A silly notion humans cling to
Unaware that expectations all ends in dissapointment
And trust is a mere five letter word no mortal seems capable of keeping intact
Resulting in us crashing down to earth
Broken and burned
It's true
Everything comes with an expiration date
Especially you


Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Tewas


Kemana kita sekarang?
Dalam kekurangan 
aku tak mampu teruskan,
Berapa lama lagi
harus aku paksa diri. 
Malam turut menangis
Memuntahkan segala isi 
tanpa hiraukan kata-kata.
Jadi aku beri kau peluang,
Pergilah, menangislah kau hati. 
Buang apa yang mahu,
Supaya kau kembali satu
Dengarkan bisikan dari angin
Dan marilah kita pulang. 

Saturday, November 13, 2021

Friend

These five days feels like forever to me
Never once was she out of my head
I want to talk to her but my heart ache still
I should be there for her,
But now I'm keeping her waiting.
She's always around, always found.
At times in need,
As a shadow, an alter ego.
She's my soulmate, very intimate
Pleasingly familiar,
My confidante, my companion.
So what does that make me?
Do I deserve her?
Will she forgive me?
How do I start?

Coming Times


It is never set in stone,
Yet it comes hard and solid.
Eerie, creeping to my bones,
Frozen by its knowledge.
Never has it looked so bleak,
Never have I felt so weak,
It has always been a blur to me yet...
This is the first time I'm scared to even see. 

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

ASA

Yang datang menyentuh rasa
Hanya bayangan indah manusia
Yang katanya kekal dijiwa
Kan tetap pergi selamanya
Pudar membuai leka
Hingga menghanyut nyawa
Usaikan masa duka
Menanti sinar tiba
Runtun jiwa berdua
Dalam kelam takdirnya
Kerana raga
Hancur redup kata
Hilangnya sukma
Berakhir kisah kita
Asa menyisih lenyap dari mata
Meragut hayat yang cuma seketika
Lemah terbiar tanpa cinta
Tercela mimpi kita
Kaku menghitung harap
Yang tiada nyata
Musnahlah segala rasa
Impian kita
Dan terbakar dunia megah
Lelah dengan rasa
Yang terjerat dendam
Runtuh jejak asa

Thursday, March 21, 2019

Enough

Is it my heart
that refuses to learn?
Or is it my head
that is too stubborn?
For a while now,
I taught myself to understand you.
Accepting the flaws,
because that's what friends do.
Everytime,
I allow my observation of you
to take up my time,
Even though others keep on
reminding me,
blind acceptance is not fine.
Time and time again,
I talked my heart into forgiving you.
Ignoring the things you do.
Could it be that my heart
has just had enough?
So, I'm gonna stop.
Stop thinking of everyone else
And start living for myself.

Tuesday, August 14, 2018

All for One, One for All

I've been losing my sleep
these past few days.
Because of those vision we call dreams.
I saw us having the time of our life.
Together we laughed and sing,
no worries to stop us running free.
A sight so beautiful, so magical
that it overwhelmed me.
I pray that this last forever.
When suddenly, we're saying goodbyes
through apologies and sad smile.
It broke my heart when I realize,
that this was the last time.
I struggled to wake from this dream
that's slowly turning into a curse.
It was just a dream
yet the pain was surreal.
I'm on my knees, begging.
Please don't leave.
I'm not ready to lose any of you.
Forgive me, forgive my actions.
Let these moment remains
so we can still call ourselves
"Masketeers"