Is she??? Or isn't she??

Once i had a friend,                                                    
       she looked so sweet....                                                 
               she looked so innocent....                                                 

 she looked so fragile.....                                               

                                   
                             She said i was her friend,
                                        a friend when she needs one.....
                                                   a friend she can cry on.......
                                                             a friend she can refer to.........
            
                                                                  At times she strays away,   
                                                                                 when i'm in need.......            

                 when i'm in pain......    
                       when i'm alone........ 

                                                                                                                 And i asked myself,

                                                                                                     should i pull her back........

                                                                                          should i let her go..........

                                                                              should i find a new friend......

                                                                      Now she's by my side,

                                                         but she's not with me.....

                                                 but she doesn't hear me.......

                                    but she doesn't understands me.......                          

                          My heart says to me,

                  believe in her......
       keep faith in her words....          
see light in her actions.........


                     I'm wondering, all alone, all by myself,
                                  should i be the one to blame??????
                                             is it my fault that she never know what it's like??????
                                                                should i try to make her feel my pain?????
                                                                          or am i asking too much?????