Enough

Is it my heart
that refuses to learn?
Or is it my head
that is too stubborn?
For a while now,
I taught myself to understand you.
Accepting the flaws,
because that's what friends do.
Everytime,
I allow my observation of you
to take up my time,
Even though others keep on
reminding me,
blind acceptance is not fine.
Time and time again,
I talked my heart into forgiving you.
Ignoring the things you do.
Could it be that my heart
has just had enough?
So, I'm gonna stop.
Stop thinking of everyone else
And start living for myself.